Wish I had enough money to buy those sexy boots today. They were perfect- exactly what I've been looking for. Unfortunately Mum's already bought all my birthday presents and I only have $20 while they're $80. They're on hold for about a week, but I Won't get any money before then... Maybe I can persuade them to keep them on hold till after my birthday (birthday money!)?

anyways, they were gorgeous- suede, tall, black with medium heels. God I love them!

I hope that you will be okay.

If you die I will be very displeased, and there will be words.

I wish that I wasn't sick anymore.

Conversely I wish that I would fall off a cliff... maybe, get hit by a bus?

I wish I had spent my day slightly more productively and I wish you would get better soon- it kills me seeing you like this.

I wish that I had that, that I didn't have to feel this pain in my chest just thinking about it.

And I almost wish I didn't want it at all

I wish that I wasn't doing this-  that I wasn't stupid enough to let it get to this stage. Again.

I wish that...

I spoke his language, its far too confusing :S

So... everyone else was putting their 'spare' journals to use (previously this has just been a way to get into X-rated fanfics...XD)

So I thought, what can mine be about?

And I don't know- but I will.... Eventually...